bad day

seriously..today is the disappointed day n the upset day...i just wondering..What i've done until I had to bear all this..aku redha..but how could him said like that..what's wrong with u..didn't u know ur words make me so upset..i'm ur children either..but how could u..until now i can't stop from crying..did u know that..i thought will somebody ask me..what's wrong with me..i hope  that someone will concern about me..unfortunately..nobody do that..how come..i'm so sad u said like that..until now that words still playing on my mind..seriously..i'll never forget that words..until i died..i can't say anything..because i don't want to hurt ur heart..but It just tears express what I feel for this..only my tears accompany me while i'm sad..i believe Allah know what i feel..that's the key make me be patient until now..i can't say anything or do anything...i just can be patient..that's all..it's fine..i'll be patient..but i'll promise...i don't want to hurt anybody heart..insyaAllah..that's my promise:'(