what i feel now

haih*sigh..don't know what to say...semua perasaan ade skarang..sad..happy..guilty...i'm confuse now..what should i feel now...one thing i get from my life..not too believe to everybody...even your best friend..starting from now..i would not share all my problems to anybody even my best friend..insyaAllah..i'll try to do it..takut sbb x blh buat..sbb anything happened to me..i need somebody to listen my problems..i need somebody to give me some advise..that's me..that's why aku takut aku tercerita dkt org about my problems..but insyaAllah..aku x kn buat...hmm..rase nya sampai sini jela kot..xde mood nk tulis pasal ape..because my family in trouble now..so i have no mood to do anything..even my home works....so i hope u guys happy in your life..be tough ok..n plsss remember what i say...don't too trust with anybody..even your bestfriend ok...salam..<3