Monday, February 14, 2011

what i feel now

haih*sigh..don't know what to say...semua perasaan ade skarang..sad..happy..guilty...i'm confuse now..what should i feel now...one thing i get from my life..not too believe to everybody...even your best friend..starting from now..i would not share all my problems to anybody even my best friend..insyaAllah..i'll try to do it..takut sbb x blh buat..sbb anything happened to me..i need somebody to listen my problems..i need somebody to give me some advise..that's me..that's why aku takut aku tercerita dkt org about my problems..but insyaAllah..aku x kn buat...hmm..rase nya sampai sini jela kot..xde mood nk tulis pasal ape..because my family in trouble now..so i have no mood to do anything..even my home works....so i hope u guys happy in your life..be tough ok..n plsss remember what i say...don't too trust with anybody..even your bestfriend ok...salam..<3

Saturday, February 5, 2011

i am going to be alright??????

haih..nie yg malas nie...karang bercucuran air mata nie karang..KENAPA LA MESTI ADE ORG YG PINDAH SEKOLAH N ADE SEKOLAH LAIN SELAIN DR LEMBAH KERAMAT????????????pelik betul la..menyirap pun ade kadang2..dah la tgh gaduh2 then dye dah nk pindah dah..aku pun bodoh..ngn semua org nk gaduh...salah faham nie pun satu..bangang je..nk ckp ape kn..bnde dah nk jd..haih..tp serious..aku mmg syg dye..xpe la..biar kn jela..mls nk mention psl bnde nie..karang lg sedih...tp klau bnde 2 yg terbaik untuk dyeorg..ape aku blh buat kn..x kn la nk halang dyeorg from pindah sekolah..mak bpk dye pun x halang..x kn aku nk halang..nk mampos kena penyapu...but aku harap yg lain jgn la pindah jgk..plsss la..klau dah lame x jmpe..then tetiba jmpe dkt wangsa walk kew..mane kew..tepi jalan kew..segan nk tegur..seriously.lame x jmpe...x kn tetiba jmpe nk jerit kt situ..HAI..KAU SEKOLAH LEMBAH DULU KN!!!!!x kn nk buat mcm 2 plk..mest segan punya..sbb dah lame x jmpe kn..then segan punya pasal..langsung x bertegur samapai mampos..that's why aku x ske bnde pindah2 sekolah nie..menjauhkn lg hubungan seseorg tu..x faham la aku..aku harap klau aku jmpe sape2 yg pindah tu..aku x segan nk tegur..n KEMALUAN aku xde that time..i mean sifat kemaluan ye..hahaha..ape yg membuat kn aku rase menyesal sbb nie ha...tgk bawah..
actually x de pape pun dgn org dalam gamba nie or what..just nk bgitau terkilan x dpt pergi kem dgn dyeorg sume last year..sbb rapat ngn dyeorg pun after pmr abs kn..kem nie awal tahun lg..so rase mcm menyesal la..knape la x rapat ngn dyeorg since awal tahun lg kn..klau x..dah lame dah ade aku kt dalam gmba nie..that's why la..rase mcm terkilan sket..ble dyeorg suma pindah...sbb awal2 tahun nie kn ade jew..kem2 la kem nie la..mest best klau kte suma dpt pergi same2 kn..sbb suma dah kenal n dah rapat..mest best n happy gler kn..dah la kem yg dalam gmba nie..naik train la..malam2 plk tu..mest best je..then tidur sane..ya Allah..best nya..can't image...that's what i want actually..but semua tu dah terlambat kn...hanya angan2 saje..nk buat mcm mane kn..sabar jela..i thought form 4 nie dah kenal semua n dah rapat semua..so blh la pergi kem same2..tp ade yg dah pindah..so mcm x best la...kurang org kn..rase TERKILAN sgt..n klau la..blh ade power..aku x nk power yg boleh jd kuat kew..boleh terbang kew..aku x nk..nk buat ape power tu semua..xde faedah..aku nk power yg blh turn blk mase jew..cukup la..bersyukur gler klau aku ade power tu..tp ade kew power tu..n boleh ade kew..mintak bnde yg impossible ade but bnde tu la yg semua org nk...sape x nk turn kn blk mase tu..semua nk..even doraemon pun..'impossible is nothing'..kepala bpk dye...haih ntah la..rase TERKILAN sgt2..nk ckp bnyk2 pun x guna..sbb dyeorg semua pindah ke sekolah yg lebih baik kn..n for their future kn..xpe la..as lng as dyeorg happy dkt sane..hmm..i think it's done at here...only my tears can continue this post..to all yg pindah...NUR HANI..ALIFF ASYRAFF..NAJWA HARZANI..INTAN NUR AFRINA..FATIMAH AZ-ZAHRAH..N OTHERS GOOD LUCK..ALL THE BEST..MAY ALL OF U HAPPY IN YOUR NEW SCHOOL N GET THE GOOD RESULT FOR SPM...THE MOST IMPORTANT IS..DON'T FORGET US OK..ALL OF U ALWAYS IN MY HEART..sincerely from muhammad qurrotul ain..<3
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