Guilty

urghhhh...i loathe this feeling..i'm not mad at u..never infusion..when she told me that u have a bf..my first reaction was shocked..not mad at u..i was never mad at u even once..my style is like i'm mad at u..but i'm not..it is just my style..n i know it was only a joke..because u're not that type..i know u..the cause why i feel so guilty because i've made u to say sorry to me..urghhh..i can't when somebody say sorry to me..i feel so guilty n wanna cry..i'm so sorry because i've made u feel guilty with my attitude...i'm so sorry..million sorry..i'm gonna change my attitude that not too show my feeling to public..because it can be a misunderstanding..once again..i'm so sorry ok..i didn't mean to do that..i'm so sorry..i hope u can forgive me..:'(

"builders complaints"

hmmm.."i always knew u were the best..the coolest girl i know..righteous girl than all the rest..the star of my show" unfortunately all of that it's before i know who are u..after i know who are u n the real of your self..my assuming totally wrong..i thought with your presence can bring a happiness but instead.......yes..everybody love rich people..because they can buy anything for us..n what should we do..only praise them n make them happy..it's easy rite..i don't mind if u wanna do that..but u shouldn't be a "BUILDER COMPLAINTS" what for u be that person..that one of your job??????u tell them everything..what we do..what we eat..what happened..everything..WHAT FOR??????u tell them that our bad character n u tell them that u are the kindness person..babi..before them be a "rich people" u said everything bad about them..u was cursing them..after them be like this..u glorify them..sial..that u call u are the kindness person and the righteous girl..pergi mampos..no need to report everything about what we do..it's non of your business..get your life la..u want i tell them what u said about them before them be now..do u want it?????i didn't say that i'm a kind of person..but i never even once do what u do now..it doesn't mean when u prayers everyday n u are good in mengaji u are the kindness person la..more better know nothing than be like u la..i'm thankful that i have no your nature la..Alhamdulillah..everything i can share n story about u in this bloggie la..i'm not a cruel person..i just express what i feel..because nobody wanna listen my story even do my story based on true story..if with made me resentful can made u happy..it's fine..i will accept all of that..as long as u happy with you life..BUT DON'T TOO MUCH..THAT'S MY WARNING..may u happy in your life n may Allah bless u always..:)

Alhamdulillah

at last..i get what i want..i already get in 4AF.."dak2 LK la..hahah..firstly bila dkt perhimpunan sume bdk form 4 kena tggu for masuk kelas ape..then tggu la mcm org bodoh..before that kena isi borang ape kejadah la..sampai nk kena jawab 200 soalan..gila..alasan nk tgk kita minat ape..tp x payah tulis name..kelakar x kelakar la..bebal..hmm..lantak la..harsal kn dye bahagia..yg plg kelakar..bila dye nk announce kelas ape..firstly dye announce for kelas AB..dak2 science la kn..harapan tggi menggunung nk masuk kelas Ab tp harapan la kn..lg pown fikir jgk..klau nk masuk 4 Ab..students dye sume otak mcm robot..pandai gler..nk fight mcm mane kn..mmg ble time exam aku jela yg dpt no last..hahahah...tggu punya la tunggu sampai matahari pown dah terpacak dah..tggu sampai habis..name aku xde jgk..mmg klaka la ari isnin 2..ramai jgk la yg name x di panggil..so peg dpn n jmpe ckgu..tgk list name 2..aku dpt kelas 4 IK..i was like..hmmm...x thu nk ckp ape..msk jela..then tgk yg the real list name punya.. aku dkt AR..kelas account..so alhamdulillah la..x duduk dkt 4 IK..sbb environment dye mcm x selesa sgt...then masuk la 4 AR..first subject yg belajar..account..baru chapter 1 dah guna satu whiteboard...baru first chapter..klau chapter 2 kew 3 kew..sampai dinding agak nya nk kena salin...so fikir2..tanye parents..i think more better i request for class AF..because i like drawing..but i don't even know how to draw perfectly..mmg tgn xde seni langsung..so peg bilik kaunseling..mintak surat mohon 2..firstly ingt nk mintak AB..sbb x blh perpisah ngn ashman kn..tp ble fikir blk..dah ramai sgt msk kelas 2..kang aku msk kang..lg ramai..n lag menyemak n..AF x ramai sgt n ade la my bffff..naqiuddin..imran..hareez..hamzi..n sume la ..dak2 nilam..kira mcm ok la klau msk AF..ade la tmpt nk rujuk..klau x faham ape2 kn..then td..ckgu bgi result then alhamdulillah..dpt msk AF..so happy..duduk sebelah aqil..hmm..x kesah la..asal kn..depan hareez n imran..boleh buat skt perut jgk la..baru msk kelas 2 dah ade homework..urghh..english..kena buat essay..n baru masuk..dah dpt ayat baru..MAJLAH..hahahah..cikgu wahab..ntah ape2 ntah..tp dye ajar mmg best la kn..even 2 mase tp belajar 10 minutes jew..best kn..lantak la..jgn fail sudah..but LK i still not study yet..n hopefully dpt bawak n handle la..insyaAllah..but the LK things is too expensive..around rm200 something..urghhh..ape2 pown..mintak2 xde bnde buruk yg jd..n boleh handle sume subject..Amin..<3